Wednesday, 12 September 2012

• you're insecure, don't know what for.

   Isn't it crazy how we can look back a year ago and realize how much everything has changed? The amount of people that have left your life, entered, and stayed. The memories you won't forget and the moments you wish you did. It's crazy how that happened all in one year. 
  
  Don’t do something because it makes sense, do it because it feels right.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  If you find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere.
  
  
  
  The beauty of life is not knowing for sure what might come next, 
  but having faith that there will be a better day.
  
  
  
   Just when you think it can't get any worse, it can. And 
  just when you think it can't get any better, it will.
  
  
  
  Sometimes to find out what you want, you have to find out what you don't want...
  
  
  
   I know there are some things you can’t change.
  I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings.
  I know that twists of fate bring people together, 
  and sometimes “everything happens for a reason” can tear them apart.
  I know that I will never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart.
  
  

   If you fall in love with two people, pick the second person because
  if you were really in love with the first person, you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.

  
  
  I didn’t lose him. I let him go. I didn’t get over him. I moved on.

  When you truly love someone, you never lose them or get over them.

  They’ll always mean something to you.

  

  One of the worst mistakes you'll make is walking away from the person that stood there and waited for you. 
  
  
  
  You're the only one who can fix or ruin everything in an instant. 
  
  
  
   A few months ago I was pleading for you to stay. But you didn't. If you did however I wouldn't have found out that things eventually get better. Some days I miss you and all the good talks we have. I still love you too but I guess I just don't like you anymore. It happens. I'm sorry.
  
  
  
  You think you're in love, but you just want to be loved. 
  
  
  
   If you're having a hard time letting go, realize that if they wanted to stay, they'd still be there.
  
  
  
   I over analyze situations because I'm scared of what will happen if I'm not prepared for it.
  
  
  
   If you want me, show me. Saying it is one thing, but showing me is what really counts. Don't just leave me hanging on thinking that you and I actually have a future together. Actions always speak louder than words, always.

  
  
   It’s so strange how life works. You want something and you wait and wait and feel like it’s taking forever to come. Then it happens and it’s over and all you want to do is curl back up in that moment before things changed.
  
  
  
   I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.
  
  
  
   I want to be the girlfriend, not the friend, not the confidant, not the other woman, not the friend with benefits, not the second choice. I want to be the one who is loved, held, and who gets the phone calls at night and the cute surprises, the kisses on the forehead and the I miss you's. I want it all.

  
  
   A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
  
  
  
  Promises are worst than lies. Because you just don't make them believe, you also make them hope.
  
  
  
  The difference between like, love and in love are the same differences between for now, for a while, and forever.
  
  
  
   It’s been a while
  since every day and everything has
  felt this right.
  
  
  
   If you wanna win a girl, suprise her, fall asleep with her, 
  give her long hugs, make her feel safe, give her
  forehead kisses & goodmorning texts.
  
  
  
  You just waltzed back in my life like you deserved to be here or something. You could have come back anytime, anytime before now. But you waited and waited. And you know what? It's too late. I kept waiting for you to come back, and you didn't. You never came back, until now. Anytime before now I would have welcomed you back with open arms. But you're too late this time. I gave you more than enough chances to make things right and you didn't. I opened myself up to get cut wide open. I finally moved on. I'm happy and I don't need you anymore. That's something I never though I'd say. I'm sorry if I'm not ready to throw all of that away to let you back in and make me look like a fool when you fuck me over. Again. I cant put myself through that again. You cant erase the past. The way we are now, is not my fault. I didn't cheat, lie, or push you away. You did this to yourself. I'm sorry if you cant find anyone who amounts to me, which you probably won't, but it's your own doing. I'm not saying this out of spite or pity or anger even. I'm saying this because I know that no girl will ever amount to what I was for you, what you were for me. No girl will ever connect and feel for you the way I did. Maybe that same will go for me. There's never going to be another guy that is just like you, who loved me like you did. But I'm ready to move on, to experience what else is out there. I cant put myself through what you did to me again. I need change. If we're meant to be, we'll find each other again one day and maybe I'm fall madly in love with you again, just like before. If not, I really hope you find happiness in the decisions you made, because God knows I would never have chosen this for us. But I also cant fix what you created, and I don't want to anymore.
  
  

   You absolutely destroyed me, did you know that? But you know what, I just wanna say thank you. I don't regret meeting you, but I don't wish you would magically come back into my life again because I believe God gives us someone like this for a reason. Someone who will hurt you a million times, someone who will leave you & not look back. But this person, they will make you a better person in the end. You will come out stronger than ever before and you will be happier without him than you were with him.
  
  
  
   Face it boy, you could've had her. You lost your chance, you should've moved faster. She's sick of waiting, she's finally moved on. Sorry boy, your chance is gone.

  
  
  Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
  
  
  
  One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do is stop loving someone because they've stopped loving you. 

  
  
  Sometimes I don't wanna ask you certain things. It's not because i'm scared to ask, it's because I'm scared to hear your response. Asking is easy, hearing the real truth isn't. 

  
  
   Sometimes I wish I could just fast forward time just to see if in the end it's all worth it.
  
  
  
  Girls want to go back to the generation of when guys threw rocks at their window, they wrote them love letters, they serenaded them, and they would get phone calls, but they're stuck with getting poked on facebook, sharing videos on youtube, and one worded text messages.
  
  
  
   You deserve someone who would move mountains for you if he had to. 

  
  
   I know there are times when I'm actually hard to be with. You fall in love with someone who has so many problems and I just want to say thank you for being there for me despite the reasons not to. I have a lot of flaws that could have pushed you away, but you're still there, trying to keep me.
  
  

  When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.
  
  
  
   If you were given the chance to do it again, would you? 
  
  
  
  You wanna know why girls take every little detail seriously? Because they're scared that maybe, they're not good enough. They look through every flaw that they can find. They get insecure. They're afraid of getting hurt repeatedly. They have trust issues. I don't know, that's just how they are. They're fragile. They're not something you should go around playing with and throw away when you're done. They have feelings too, you know?
  
  
  
  If someone really wanted you, they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention, and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.

  

   "What happened with you two?" What happened? He popped a feel & dropped me like I was hot. He told me I was beautiful, special & that he wanted to be with me & then he took it all back without saying a word. He drew me in & then released me. He promised me forever & then ended it early. He got what he wanted & then walked away without so much as a goodbye. But you know... "It's complicated."
  
  
  
   In the last few days you have made me feel alive. You've made me feel beautiful and intelligent and wanted. And no matter how hard i try, I'll never be able to tell you how much that has meant to me.
  
  
  
  Day 1: Your Favorite song. Day 2: Your favorite movie. Day 3: Your favorite television program. Day 4: Your favorite quote. Day 5: Your favorite book.Day 6: Your favorite music video. Day 7: A photo that makes you happy. Day 8: Describe the style you had 10 years ago. Day 9: A photo you took. Day 10: Talk about a regret you have. Day 11: Share a story from your childhood. Day 12: Explain how you got one of you scars. Day 13: How do you think other's view you? Day 14: Talk about the cuteness of your pets. Day 15: A poem you wrote. Day 16: A song that makes you cry. Day 17: An art piece that fascinates you. Say 18: Your best friend. Day 19: A talent you possess. Day 20: A hobby of yours. Day 21: A recipe you've been dying to try. Day 22: Your deepest fear. Day 23: Write a love letter to yourself. Day 24: Reveal your most guilty pleasure. Day 25: Talk about a tattoo you have, want, or why you would never get one. Day 26: Talk about your last 'Random act of Kindness" you encountered. Day 27: The last thing that made you cry. Day 28: Say something to your 15 year old self. Day 29: Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days. Day 30: Share what you have learned about yourself in the last 30 days.
  
  
  
  Ah, 10 years ago, then i was 8. I was a girly girl. I still am actually. I loved to wear pretty things, to look beautiful. Although, some days my mother pushed me in things which were really ugly. But well, at that age I didn't dare to say that to my mom. But looking back now, i never suffer because of it, so i think that's a positive thing right?! <3

  

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