Monday, 22 October 2012

• You give me the feelings people write novels about.

   After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens in what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that even if you tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.
  
  The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which bridge to burn.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  Sometimes, even when you're having good times, you can't help but think how you miss the old times.
  
  
  
  People say it's the bad memories that cause the most pain, but it's the good ones that drive you insane.
  
  
  
  The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.
  
  
  
   Do you know what it’s like to reach for the phone and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you’re not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know it’s not the last time you’ll miss the conversations you shared.
  
  

  Congrats, you proved me wrong, you're just like the rest of them.

  
  
     I’m scared to move on because I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else, you’ll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you’re sorry, and that you like me “kinda a lot,” and that you miss me “kinda a lot.” I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him, but of course I’ll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you’ll never take.
  
  
  
   Pretend you don’t love him, just pretend. Then two things will happen. He’ll realize how much he misses you or you’ll realize how much you don’t need him.
  
  
  
   i don't want to see you anymore, i'm just not that strong. i love it when you're here, but i'm better when you're gone.
  
  
  
  You can’t keep messing with someone else's feelings just 
  because you are unsure of your own.
  
  
  
   if it still hurts, you still care.
  

  
  
   there's no definition of perfect. just be yourself 
  and you'll become someone's definition of perfect.

  
  
  Sometimes I sit and run scenarios through my mind of how life would be if we were together.
  
  
  
   i'm not saying you're a slut. but if your vagina had a password it would be ''1234''
  
  
  
   It's important to know when a relationship has run its course. Sometimes all you can say is, "I've learned all I can learn from this person and we've grown all we can together... it's time to move on."
  
  
  
  You're not making me jealous. You're making me wonder what I saw in you in the first place.
  
  
  
  Sometimes people do actually feel that way; sometimes your life feels exactly like it's caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don't want to exist, like they just want to curl up in a ball and go into that place between life and death. Saying "I don't want to exist" isn't saying "I want to die." It's saying "I wish, that for the time being I could go somewhere and not have to feel." I don't think there's anything wrong with that, and if you don't know how it feels to feel this way than you have no place to judge anyone who does.
  
  
  
  I want you to know that i love you. I never did stop, not for one gasping second. My love for you is unconditional and it will never end as long as I live. I refuse to find others when I have the one I want. I never doubted us, but you did. I never stopped thinking about you even though you stopped thinking about me. I never wanted to let go, but you did.
  
  
  
  

  If I could delete YOU from my life, that would be so obviously amazing.
  
  

   dont you worry, one day you're going to be able to wake up and not even think about him.
  
  
  
  Can I be honest with you? Yeah, I did like you. Got a problem with that? Then go fuck yourself, God knows you do that often enough anyways. Go off; Go tell every one of your friends. Do it. I fucking dare you. Cause I guarantee that half of them won't give a fuck. Cause half of them don't even like you. And you act all tough and shit? Well, honestly, you're not. You're a fucking scared shitless kid who has no idea what the fuck is going on the in real world. You're scared because you know that being a dick makes people not care about you. And yet you do it anyway cause it makes you seem stronger. Well it doesn't. If it does then why don't you just get your sorry ass drunk again? Cause I doubt anyone will fucking care if you do it. You're not funny. No one needs shit from you, especially me. Cause I've been through enough in the past year alone, and I still haven't broken. That's what strong is. Maybe you should take some notes on that cause you have no idea what it means to be strong. Yeah, you got that tough exterior, I'll give you that, but you don’t have the balls to back it up.
  
  
  
   Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one lives forever.
  
  
  
  The rain falls because the cloud can no longer handle the weight. The tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain. 
  
  
  
  Day 1: Your Favorite song. Day 2: Your favorite movie. Day 3: Your favorite television program. Day 4: Your favorite quote. Day 5: Your favorite book.Day 6: Your favorite music video. Day 7: A photo that makes you happy. Day 8: Describe the style you had 10 years ago. Day 9: A photo you took. Day 10: Talk about a regret you have. Day 11: Share a story from your childhood. Day 12: Explain how you got one of you scars. Day 13: How do you think other's view you? Day 14: Talk about the cuteness of your pets. Day 15: A poem you wrote. Day 16: A song that makes you cry. Day 17: An art piece that fascinates you. Say 18: Your best friend. Day 19: A talent you possess. Day 20: A hobby of yours. Day 21: A recipe you've been dying to try. Day 22: Your deepest fear. Day 23: Write a love letter to yourself. Day 24: Reveal your most guilty pleasure. Day 25: Talk about a tattoo you have, want, or why you would never get one. Day 26: Talk about your last 'Random act of Kindness" you encountered. Day 27: The last thing that made you cry. Day 28: Say something to your 15 year old self. Day 29: Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days. Day 30: Share what you have learned about yourself in the last 30 days.
  
  
  
  To be honest, I don't know. So i asked my boyfriend and he said this: 'When I ask peope that, they always say that they see you as a cute, energetic girl who wants the best for everyone and who always want to do something fun and spontaneous. ' Hah, so I can put that in my pocket! I really hope that is the way that people see me.
  
  
  

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